first time apart

dear world,

i have to have a medical procedure later today and it will be the first time i’ll be totally apart from baby N. i’m kind of worked up about it. before, i thought MHM would have her there with me (in the waiting room, of course), but our child care for V fell through. now, i’m the easiest person to have someone else take care of so my neighbor will take me and bring me home instead.

what if they’re behind schedule?it could be hours before i get back. she’ll be fine. MHM will be fine. she’ll cry and he’ll deal with it. i’m the one who won’t be fine- especially after not eating for 2 days to prepare. i was ready to cry during dinner last night because i wanted to eat, too.

hungry and emotional,



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